“Speaking to Krishna Feels Real: A Journey of Devotion and Inner Peace”

 

“Why speaking to Krishna feels real to me—even when others think I’m wrong.”

With folded hands, I offer my humble obeisance unto my spiritual master and the entire guru-paramparā, whose divine guidance removes the darkness of ignorance and fills the heart with transcendental knowledge. By their causeless mercy, one can begin the journey of devotion and develop love for Lord Krishna.

I pray for their blessings so that my words may remain pure, truthful, and pleasing to the Supreme Lord.

🌸 Awakening with Krishna 🌸

Rising each morning with Krishna in my heart, I awaken and begin searching for Him. My vision is blurred, and my body aches, yet my soul longs only for His presence. As I gently touch Bhū Devī, I seek Krishna’s blessings to begin my day, knowing that I am meant to write about my beloved Lord.

After completing my rounds of the Hare Krishna Mahāmantra and finishing my daily household duties, I make sure that no one disturbs me when I sit to converse with my Lord—Govinda. Those moments feel sacred, as if my heart is directly connected to Him.

Sometimes, when we begin to personify everything around us, we feel lighter within. It becomes a beautiful way to release pent-up emotions. For me, writing blogs for Krishna is that divine expression—a way to pour out my thoughts and devotion without limitation.

🌸 Reader to a Writer 🌸

During my childhood, I was an avid reader. I loved reading fiction and was especially fond of history. But this art of writing—only the Lord knows how He placed it within me. Now, it has become my passion.

I shall endeavor to write about Krishna, Śrī Rādhā Rāṇī, and the Lord of the universe for as long as my senses allow me—of course, everything depends upon the will of Narayana.

Writing blogs for Krishna is my way of expressing my thoughts endlessly for Him.

🌸 Faith Beyond Judgment 🌸

On this journey toward Godhead, Māyāvādīs and even some theists may consider me a lunatic—“Oh, she is speaking to Krishna.” But can they truly understand the divine gift that Krishna has given me? Never.

People in this world often judge based on material strength and social standing, not on one’s spirituality or devotion to the Lord. But still, the show must go on.

🌸 Meditating on Krishna 🌸

When I meditate upon Krishna—upon Vishnu—so many thoughts arise within my mind that I sometimes feel overwhelmed and unsure of what to write. The Lord possesses unlimited qualities. It is said that He has 62 divine qualities, which I will attempt to describe in my next blog.

My writing gives me strength. It motivates me and uplifts my transcendental knowledge of Krishna—the Supreme Personality of Godhead, the cause of all causes (Sarva-kāraṇa-kāraṇam).

Satisfying the Lord within my heart gives me far greater happiness than anything this material world can offer.

O Narayana, O Govinda, O Vasudeva 🙏🌸

Please bestow Your causeless mercy upon me.

Give me the strength to continue meditating upon You and to spread the light of Krishna consciousness throughout the world, even in the smallest way.

I am but a tiny part and parcel of You, sustained and nurtured by Your divine grace. Kindly allow me to serve You through my words for as long as this body carries my soul.

By Your mercy alone, let my mind remain fixed at Your lotus feet,

Let my words glorify You always,

And let my life become an offering of devotion unto You.

Without Your kripā, I am nothing—

With Your kripā, everything becomes possible.

Hare Krishna 🙏

Your humble servant,

Dāsānudāsa

🌸 Pran Radha Devi Dasi 🌸